Stress-less Three Months

Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Holiday finally !!!!!!
I'm back in K.K now and it's so frigging relaxing.

Mindy, you coming K.K or not???
Still waiting ar...
Hope you come though!!
Connie you go dxe la~
No la I know you have things to do so can't join them.

14 days to Melbourne!!!!
Can't wait for that day to arrive.
Wanna have fun and relax cin cin..

Sorry for not updating my blog for months???
Can't remember when was the last time since I update my blog.
So...............
Are you guys having fun????
I know I am.
DUH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gonna post more K.K life thinggy or what-so-ever here.
Bye guys.

Pause

Aku akan stop blogging untuk few days kerana saya mahu finish up semua saya punya assignment.

It is coming to an end

Time flies.
It's almost the end of Sem 1 already.
How fast.
I'm worried about my result because I think I'm still not good enough.
Or should there's A LOT of pros in my class.
Can't wait for the holiday.
Can't wait for Melbourne.
Can't wait for everything.

Many things happened recently.
Includes sad and horrible things.
Well, that's life.
Am hoping that everything will be just fine at the end of the day.
But...?

All the best OBCM July 09 students!
The best of luck !

Deep Down

What have you been doing lately? Your life could use improving greatly. I just wanted to know what's going on, but everything that goes is going wrong. Pardon me while I throw up. I guess some people never grow up. What happened to the salvation you claimed? It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed.

Well, sometimes I just hope to reach out to you but the answer from you is neither hurting nor agonizing. The promises would rather fade away, and slowly it became a far away dream. The confusion of language and non verbal cues, once again ache my sorrowful heart. I had realized that it was only a deception - an image, right there. But even that, inside the deep bush, my body longed for the sweet fruit inside.

Where are you now?

Unspoken, unheard, unseen, just an illusion. Flowing towards the other side of time, becoming like a lost child, an unforgiven wish. Only voice, only fingers, only the approaching warmth. Unspoken thoughts get tainted by the shredded night wind.

Remembering all the blissful memories - covering my head under the rain, stop my tears from falling, shelter and embrace for each other, hold each other tight whenever there’s dilemma, ease each other to set the troubles free, stand for each other, get green-eyed for the proper reasons, your jolly laughter, make sure each other is living happily, TRUST …

Just to be close to you. Just to be with you at the same time
Returning distant memories, although sorrowful, they are making me warm
If the guidance within these etched symbols ever fails again, the moment we meet again shall bypass the memories of a thousand years.

Everything is an illusion, they're gone as soon as they appear.
When will our peaceful come as the silent breeze wraps around us all the time.
Look, I am still wishing for the same things as then.

One by one, the seasons pass but after, how many of my thoughts reached you?
I can't even bring back the normal everydays. All those days and all those moments feel so dear

Once again, where are you now? How have you been lately? Can you hear me?

p/s: True love is hard to find but the only way to find it is to break hearts not stab it in the back. Breaking hearts hurt but could not be a crime because it is for your happy ending

-End-

4.02am in the super duper morning

Hello...
it's 4.02 in the morning.
I haven't sleep and so is Connie.
Both of us are doing PR and I know it's not due tomorrow
but...
I just feel like doing it today.
Anyway, tomorrow have to go JJ place to record the CRR video.
Aiyooooooo!
Susah la hidup.

That's all from me.